Thinking of you

No more next time

2010-10-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

I wanna hear you saying goodnight to me before I sleep.. Because you do that every night to me. Today you didn't :( baby I don't want you to leave me again! No more second time! Next time I will go with you already. I don't like the feeling when I'm here thinking about you, thinking what are you doing right now? So depressing you know :( I wish I can faster fall asleep right now and wake up tomorrow to hug you :'(

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2 more days

2010-07-26T16:54:00.003+08:00

I think i have so many thank you to say to bby. Ah just most important thing, i love you!

Although i get angry very ugly. You also when you give that lj face. 2more days to my birthday! So fast! HEHE! Can't wait to go powerhouse on saturday! Wednesday can't club though :/ Sigh~

AND AND HOPE HUILING REMEMBER TO ASK FOR THE TOPSHOP WORK THING! I WANNA WORK AT ION TOPSHOP! WOOHOO

Fish

2010-07-19T19:10:00.003+08:00

Just had dinner, mummy cooked fish today! love it! i don't mind everyday eat fish sia :D hahaha! Ok must go on diet already, i gain like 3kg more =.= so total will be 13kg to lose... wtf?

10 more days

2010-07-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

10 more days to my 18th birthday, i haven even plan? Ahh, i don't want it to be boring eh!! Just wish la if i can have my own private pool party can already, that's enough :) Won't happen =.=
So i want it to be perfectly very relax birthday party, i don't want to be too havoc kind. Ok alcohol is a must! haha ok shall plan it soon! omg!

Should be

2010-07-17T04:48:00.002+08:00

We been together for 2 months already, seems so long still. Always :) I feel weird not being with you, holding your hands.. Just one day i cannot tahan already. But still i get to hear your voice and get to read your messages its good enough already. I Love you baby.

p.s: after my birthday will be hell

Stay home

2010-06-19T21:21:00.001+08:00

Stay home tonight! Then tomorrow going bby house to groom his room! Hahahaha, thanks bby for the earrings, speakers omg everything la. But i hate all the quarrels!

YI GE YUE

2010-06-13T08:40:00.000+08:00

It's our 1month, haha like omg right?

Miss you

2010-05-18T21:01:00.001+08:00

So today I went for an interview at thomson plaza as a cashier. Will be working with kai, haha must be fun I hope. So now I'm waiting for the boss to give me an answer within this two days if I'm hired or not.

Today is the 2nd day bb at Thailand. He's at some mountain there praying right Now. Miss him so much :( he so cute when he call me keep saying that he miss me he miss me, so funny. Ok Thursday he's coming back Gona go airport fetch him! Hope I can wake up, lol

Hope

2010-05-17T04:44:00.001+08:00

Love you bb.

Worst

2010-05-07T01:45:00.002+08:00

So i have met different types of guys, and so most of them are like the same. Now, its making me so afraid of them already. Not that im turning lesbian or what la. Sigh why guys like that one _|_

Please god, i had enough of the bad guys already.

No life

2010-04-30T01:46:00.001+08:00

I very no life these days, really need a job. Find job until i sian

2010-04-14T21:21:00.004+08:00

(haha i love this picture alot because i edit until damn chio, i only make the complexion only! Very dreamy like that ehhhhhh! love it!)

MON,TUE,WED stay home! Can't believe it, i feel like going ladies night but you see i'm quite lazy also. I'm in love with my house these days and my iphone and my computer. Haha! And raining everyday make my day more relaxing. And seriously i keep on like this i will confirm get strangled by my mother. Need a job badly eh. So I guess the cine job doesn't wants to hire me i guess, with no experience -.- I gona try getting those make up product job i guess, need lobang.

Oh and the cute guy i mention recently, got gf already. So sad but not that sad la, he's just a crush! When he talk to me in facebook chat i super happy i swear. Ok sooooo shall seee!

This was the most fun ladies night! Hahaha! @Powerhouse & i got drunk after party, how great is that :( hate it my alcohol kick always came so late

This was quite long ago, on Wijitra's 18th bday. We celebrated at marine barrage, PICNIC! Super fun :)

P.s: I get really moody when talking to you, i don't know why

Club and club

2010-04-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

Ok so I still haven start work. And Ive been going out everyday, heading to clubs. Lol really kinda hate this feeling already. I wanna work! Wed and sat went powerhouse, but yesterday alot of thing happen so it wasn't that fun after all. Kinda sick of powerhouse too, shall head to rebel next time. Haha.

His dog scratch my leg last time, now he ate up my shoe. Lol

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Harrison!

2010-04-03T10:48:00.003+08:00

Today is your birthday, Harrison! You're 18 already! Time pass so fast, you been there for around 2 years already. And we know each other for like going 5 years.. of friendship! You did make a promise that you'll come back to singapore didn't you. But it seems that you like don't wanna come back anymore eh. If you could come back just for one day i be so happy. Really miss you man! Sigh i miss having supper and walking home together with you. The late night chats downstair my house, and the fat cat ah pui remember? haha. And so many secrets we share together! damn its so much fun with you around. When will you be back..?

& happy birthday

boring!

2010-03-31T10:48:00.002+08:00

When i have no time, you ask me out. When i'm so free, you never ask me out :( I'm so bored at home! No school no job, damn its boring. I wanna head out otherwise i'm gona have brain damage. And one more day to April fool!

events

2010-03-23T08:43:00.001+08:00

(at powerhouse, coup the party)

they fucking funny

(at zirca, romp v)

Stupid

2010-03-14T09:37:00.001+08:00

Why I get jealous over that. I don't like him I don't love him. I hate him! because he's irresponsible. And he still got the guts to talk to me last night. He better pray nothing will happen to him.

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End

2010-03-09T19:44:00.003+08:00

I'm suspended from school! Lol, because of my attendance. Fine. Since no more interest already. But still not sure im gona get expel or not. Have to wait till April exam date on the 23rd. Shall find a work soon, otherwise mummy will nag and nag everyday. No peace!

I let you go

2010-03-01T05:27:00.001+08:00

Been thinking throughout the night already. I think it's really a waste of time. I shouldn't have cry that time and said I'm sorry. Since you don't know how to be the good guy. You don't care much about me. And always want to make me jealous with all those bullshits. Really need to grow up. I've told you so many times to cut down that habit already, but you're still the same as before. Once awhile you change but after awhile you're back to your old self again. Really can't understand you sometimes. So I think I shouldn't have even given you a single tiny hope to you in the first place. Fuck my life. And I'm not sad about this matter or neither am I angry about it or happy. Just couldn't get things right always. And I also afraid that once we're back together, I confirm it won't be a very good one. Right now i should settle down, concentrate on getting a job soon. And don't care about my school results already. Because it's a confirm fail! And lastly I'm fucking going to lose weight ok. I fucking swear to god for this. I'm also cutting down on ciggrattes and heavy fatty meals. Good luck to me!

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vian's 18th bday!

2010-02-23T20:45:00.001+08:00

@Cafe Del Moar

Coffee

2010-02-22T01:04:00.002+08:00

I swear coffee always make me sleepy, why! Wanted to stay awake later because i wanna study for upcoming test this week, damn! Can't concentrate already. Anyway confirm fail, so i just go ahead and sleep!

Anyway I'm not really interested in this beauty thing already, damn :( But since i'm graduating on April, i just carry on then, don't want to make my mother disappointed. Just finish this ass thing then i go find some job. Never work seriously before in my life, because i like to change job! Sad thing i know. I hate to work that's why, so tiring! Just need someone yang me can already, then I be happy for the rest of my life!

And i'm still trying very hard to save money for my own birthday present, cannot fail sia. Because i must get it by my birthday! Please stop spending so much peiqin!

Oh oh! Rebel this coming weekend, can't wait to party! Woop woop!

Power night

2010-02-16T16:46:00.002+08:00

Powerhouse last night awesome, with my girlfriends! After so long we can party together! Had so much fun!!!!!!!

Rebelicious

2010-02-15T14:50:00.003+08:00

Spend my Valentine with Silvien and Priscilla and the guys. At rebel! Enjoy so much! And i got a bad experience at the dance floor, bitches and black guy. Fuck really! So pissed! Nvm lucky i have good temper! And after club saw so many gays, damn it they so hot can! But too bad :( Why good looking guys are gays! So wasted!

I wanna go Powerhouse tonight! :(

Edited, added pictures!

i hate valentine

2010-02-14T02:17:00.002+08:00

Every year i spend valentines with my friends, and yes this year again. When will i spend it with a guy i love. So sad la i don't feel any love anymore for now. Kinda scare already to get hurt again. And only got 2 angbaos today, as my father side here we also never visit them almost like so many years alr, then mother side at Indonesia so not convenient. Angbaos getting lesser and lesser..

SASHIMI ROCKS BIG TIME, THANKS BRO!

Tired!

2010-02-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

Friday went Rebel! Haha i didn't manage to don't club till July. Went with Silvien and her friends. Celebrated Jason birthday there also. I can't really remember much about that night. Lol. It was fun afterall :) Super awesome night.

Saturday went to Supper club with the party people. So long didn't met them already, but really supper club is not nice at all. Didn't have fun at all! Can't wait for this coming friday and saturday party with them! Saturday is Rebel again! Nice :P

Oh yea i'm heading back to my Bendemeer sec on friday, can't wait!

Boring friday

2010-02-05T17:25:00.001+08:00

I HAVE MY FULL MAKEUP ON AND
I'M AT HOME NOT GOING ANYWHERE
WHAT THE FUCK, BORING FRIDAY?

Best days

2010-02-01T21:03:00.003+08:00

Drink drank drunk

2010-01-31T20:57:00.003+08:00

Friday & Saturday, both days went to boat quay. Like every week go, getting sick of it soon. And those ah lian ah hui. Eww..

So friday we celebrated Wynn's birthday at Martin, as usual we ordered towers, too many people already and we forgotten to take group photos again! Argh! And Wynn got quite pretty wasted, he vomited so many times. Overall im glad that he had alot of fun! He's Offically 18 alr!

I so can't wait for mine :(

Saturday went city plaza with Ruth then went to meet the club peep, the traffic jam kam pua power! After that i went off to celebrated Tanian's birthday at Boat quay, Whale. Lol and drank quite alot too. Shall cut down on drinking beer man. Beer belly -.-

Steph, please email me the pictures asap! :D

p.s: my heart died

Prawning

2010-01-29T16:59:00.002+08:00

Prawning last night with Eric and his friend Terence i think i forgot his name. First time in my life i prawn ok. Starting quite boring la, because didn't caught anything at all. But Eric and his friend caught a lot and a gigantic prawn also. BBQ some then bring home eat, very shiok. Cook with noodles. Haha! Will want to try this out again lor! So fun! Next time catch crab.

Oh by the way, i didn't caught any prawns, so suay :(

Plan

2010-01-28T17:47:00.001+08:00

I want to celebrate my birthday at a private pool party, then everyone will be drunk in the pool! What's the price?

Waxing

2010-01-26T18:21:00.002+08:00

Late for school today, haha. First call from vanessa, i just woke up and then back to bed. Second call from vanessa, woke up and it's 1o30. My bed love me too much..

Ate with the girls at central before heading to school. Then back to school to have practical lesson, we done waxing today. I did not bad la, still got alot more to improve. After that i have brazilian wax! Not as pain as before already, the more you wax the less pain you feel.

p.s: I'll never be the same, if i ever meet you again

If we ever meet again

2010-01-25T17:16:00.002+08:00

fucking addicted to this song,
and Katy perry is so hot

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Can't wait for this coming weekend man, It's Wynn 18th birthday! How great he's turning 18 already, few months to go for me. I'm so gona kill Raymond on friday, fuck make me have to drink that cig ashes drink on saturday, he cheated! I'm so gona let him drink it on friday. So boat quay again every weekend, i really wish i could cut down on drinking. And do some exercise eh? Hardly can la, i'm too lazy! And Thursday shopping with my sweet. Yay-ness!

Can't wait to catch "My-Ex" with the bss bitches :p

Last week

2010-01-22T02:03:00.002+08:00

Met the bendemeerians out to drink at boat quay. Went to boonkeng and as usual we have to wait for yifeng. Haha

we bought 3 towers -.- beerrrrrrrrrr like ew but i like still

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These are during Weiming's bday party at the chalet

p.s: fucking more photos on my facebook.. i lazy upload all la

on my back

2010-01-19T22:19:00.003+08:00

isn't these chio? i want it on my back,
but have to choose one only, and another one on wrist

so tempting to put more.

i love the first one sia and the last!

topshop

2010-01-19T21:57:00.001+08:00

topshop <3 i will get the maxi dress for sure (chioness)

Things (edited)

2010-01-19T04:31:00.004+08:00

things i really wish i said it out to you.. some of you.. or it's what i'm thinking, ah just what i feel like saying out right now. (how i wish god can solve anything which i told him)
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I promise myself not to do it again, but i did it again. When will i stop it really?
I've been doing really stupid things when I'm drunk, so sorry
I don't wanna be friends with you, but i want you to be my special someone
I miss her sometimes.
Been eating pills to make myself sleep well
I try very hard to be strong, but in the end i fall again and again
I really don't wanna hate you, but please don't make me hate you. I don't want enemy, but we're only friends now. I aint your best friend anymore.
My mom like don't understand me at all, she doesn't know me much. Although she buy alot of things to me. But she really don't know how i feel sometimes, and i wish i can tell her the truth. And she doesn't even know how old am i alr
I wish you will be back in singapore like soon, because i really miss you alot. I wanna have supper with you again like before.
I hate my past, i regret doing all these. But i know it's too late to regret.
I really wish you will regret someday for dumping me
Gona be 18, and all my previous relationships are bullshits. I mean it, all of them. When will there be a good one?
I lied to you if i need to
I wish i can eat guys up when they played me
Sometimes i don't love you at all, sometimes i just love you too much
I want a perfect birthday, perfect chirstmas, perfect countdown this year.
It's getting more boring each day, month, year. As we're getting older, sigh
I wish i could die soon, but in a non painful way.
There's no such thing as best friend on this earth anymore. But there's still love ones :)
Added more of what i want say below
I hate people talk to me when they are bored only
If you miss call me, i always got this habit of miss calling you back
I like to keep quiet
i love to send this "-.-"
If your sms-es means nothing to me, i don't intend to reply you. :)
And i hate this guy call nick, because almost everyday he sms me ask 'where r u'
I wanna lose weight in a easier not tiring way, but how
I'm always prettier than her no matter what
My tolerance level really power
I hate my tummy and arm fats

p.s: sigh

2010

2010-01-02T02:06:00.003+08:00

A new year, a new beginning! I'm so gona fulfill these things i listed here. If can't then too bad la, i just hope this year would be a better year for me :)

- i wanna have a good hot boyfriend. SERIOUS ONE NOT PLAY PLAY!
- More money! But i have to graduate from my school first so i can work la
- Im gona be 18 this coming July, i must know how to think alr cannot trust or give in to guys so easily. I MUST BE A STRONG GIRL!!
- Concentrate on my coming exam on april! Study study! (so have to party lesser)
- QUIT SMOKING (i need help)
- 6kg to lose until i turn 18! ITS A MUST LOR
- my last tattoo
- I wanna club with all my secondary school friends! Because we're turning 18 this year! Miss them!
- Get my car license by end of the year! YES

And wish you people a happy new year :)

Cannot take it

2009-11-27T01:09:00.006+08:00

love Scottish fold kittens!!

Ok like i'm updating ok Yifeng! You better read, but this post short one luh. Having a serious pain cramp. Oh and these few days ah, i love school alot really. Although my test results like shit. But at least improved by bit ok.

Yesterday more fun, i did a bridal make up for a bride who's marrying this coming saturday. My first experiencing doing a real make up artist job. At first was quite tense. But overall ok i did not bad i think. She have lovely blue eyes and blonde hair, she super pretty! And ah super hard to communicate with her, my angmoh not very good la can. Heng no singlish spoken! Its fun la afterall.

Just now after school went out with my school girls to bugis, shopping eh! Bought a pants from topshop and another dress at street. Awesome!! Damn funny thing, i was having a hard time choosing what to buy at topshop, i try clothes like continuously. Then xuan and jane was like tired of waiting then at last bought something. Without their comments ah i would be changing non stop. Lucky they came to the fitting room.

Tomorrow will be supper club already la. Omgawddddddd, miss clubbing! Shiats, i have to go home early tomorrow also, saturday have to wake up god damn early to prepare!

Last weekend..

These were taken on keon's birthday

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p/s: i really can't stand you. What you said sometimes i don't really care, because its not even funny, neither will i get jealous over it

I miss those days when you care about me, but now you don't care already :(

2009-11-04T00:40:00.003+08:00

Ok this is like omg la. 2 week straight 2 house parties, then this coming week another one. Super in now. I wanna club so much la! Sian im gona wait till i'm 18 legal! Now shall stop clubbing ^^ Save money what. (but i know i will head to club soon for sure)

Birthday list -.-
Friday, keon's. Saturday, Huiling's. Sunday, Vanessa's
how nice.. lols

FUCK YOU PEIQIN, CAN YOU STOP BEING SO EMOTIONAL -.-?

Ok like mummy break promise today, didn't bring me go Ion shop lor. Say tomorrow :( keep delaying sia la. And i'm so addicted to Cafe world in facebook. Haha

9 months

2009-10-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

(I'm gona quit smoking, trust me)

9 more months to 18th. Still long but time passes pretty fast, its November in 2 days. Then it will be Christmas. I wish for a Super hot boyfriend for Christmas or be back with him. Toss a $1 coin yesterday and its a yes that we be back together. Haha! But can't believe it just have to wish only.

Just had facial done by Vanny, pretty good she improve alot. Vanny have more confident please! You can do it la! :D And i so love my daughters. My classmates call me mummy -.- Because i look the oldest :( How sad?

Yesterday i done facial for Clair, i did quite good! She slept through it during the process. Although there's some mistakes i done. Overall i did good! Gona start revising on my notes, did test today like holy stress. Because of not studying. At least Talia help us alot with the answers. Haha! Then headed off to find Huiling at her work place, saw her new hair style, so cute! And we said bye awhile later, then off to cathay to catch this movie "My sister's keeper" fucking awesome! Cried alot of times during the movie, damn touching i swear! Must watch!

Later on will be heading to boat quay for a drink, damn here i go again, drink!

OH ya i said something funny today, instead of saying "Sterilize to remove the germs" , i said "Sterilize to remove the SPERMS" Talia and Vanny laugh like hell

Fustrated to the max

2009-10-23T01:46:00.003+08:00

Today hardly can even talk to the girls, totally feel so piss off mood. Luckily they understand, love you all.

School was damn slack this week, as we gona switch classes next week on the 26th. Some of the girls be joining the new batch of girls. Hope there will be no trouble. There's enough of troubles in class already. Sigh!

Anyway!

After school went out with Mama. Yes its shopping! Bought cute pajama shorts from cotton on, new bag and wallet and shoes from charles and keith, bracelets and earrings from diva! Next week bring my mum go ION liao. I hate parkway because no Topshop =.=

Tomorrow gona have my brazilian done and also gona be regene's client for tomorrow for her training. So excited! Hahaha.

(and fuck it i forgotten to pain my nails, i do it tomorrow. As people says at night can't cut nails)

Moody

2009-10-21T21:11:00.003+08:00

These few days didn't enjoy much, I've been getting real blur and moody these days. Don't know why also. This coming Saturday will get to see my girls, so hope to get lots of fun.

Been drinking every weekends, getting weaker and weaker. Got super drunk last 2 weeks at Se7en, then lots of bruises too. How i get it also can't remember. Jia lat right.
And i shall cut down on drinking already, vomited blood eh what do you think. And also cut down on cigarettes. Haha quite impossible. Good luck to me!

Oh anyway i finish my Make up exam already, i don't think i will pass so i'm prepared to pay for another exam. Lols and few months time will be graduating so need to work hard for the next coming exam in April!

Yesterday saw his status, was laughing when i read it. I be here to teach you love! Ah! How i wish he know I'm saying about him (R). Hahaha then i be so effing happy! But wait I've said already "his brain like never work or isn't it obvious!? " So wish i could meet himmmmmmm, his birthday coming ah!!!! :( should i get him something?

I know

2009-09-24T18:04:00.003+08:00

i truly love you
But i know you're not coming back

The past is the past

2009-09-18T13:39:00.002+08:00

I miss my girls out the sudden. All of you! The bitchy conversation all these. Haha.

Met up with Huiling few days ago. At last i met her after so long long time. Went to find her at her work place and waited for her outside ion with bel and clair and weimin. Headed off to Xin wang to eat dinner. Lots of crap with zerbel during dinner. The word "stead" hahahaha super hilarious! So after dinner walked to cathay and chill. Then headed home at 2 midnight and got to listen my mum singing songs to me (nag)

Hmm.. and my make up exam is coming real soon at october. Kinda worried that if i can't pass, cause i can't get anything much into my brain you see. Will try my best. School this few days was doing the same old stuffs, doing manicure only. Monday no school! yay! And sunday will be outing with my classmates to the steamboat and drinking yea? Can't wait!

Today will be meeting the cliques to celebrate solo's birthday. And tomorrow? Not sure.. I want to stop clubbing. Need to save up!

Here ends

2009-09-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

I give it all up.

Awesome night

2009-08-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

Damn, awesome night yesterday at Powerhouse. Manage to enter through vip, the queue like woo long. Thanks to ruth friend i forget his name. Gabriel and co didn't came down :( So alright then, drink then went dance floor. Woah super fun la! Maybe too long didn't club -.- Only 1 week? please. Shall try cutting down on clubs though, im getting more poor each day. Haha.

On friday night went boatquay before that went social house to find the clique. Then went Leyi's pub where she work. Waited for her to end work and had breakfast together and talk cock. Haha miss her so much :) Shall see her this coming weekend again!

p.s : Guys are good liars

Sucks

2009-08-23T03:01:00.004+08:00

NS BOYS _|_

obsessed

2009-08-19T19:40:00.000+08:00

Today school very fun uh, met new people. Haha help some ladies to do make up during lesson, damn shock sia when saw so many people in the room. End school have some chit chat with talia teacher and the girls.

Alright, my iphone is fucking arriving on friday, so happy! can't wait seriously, not been texting for almost a week already.

ok i think i now very confused about you uh. just hope i can get to see you during sep. still can't stop thinking about what you wrote to me. although been going a month already, but still still can't get over it. Trying very hard to party hard every weekend to forget about it seriously. i know its stupid. but its like to difficult for me to give up, im a girl eh. Maybe for you its easy. Im scare that its getting deeper and deeper.

ps : I thought you were the one..

exam

2009-08-18T16:51:00.000+08:00

Heng sia, my exam was postpone to next monday instead. Nobody have models today. Haha! And got scolding today for smoking during school time. Damn it.

(R/I/G ~ "maybe you know what im talking" haha)

14days

2009-08-16T16:54:00.000+08:00

Powerhouse last night was great. And and i happy news, im gona change phone today! yay and throw away my current phone la seriously. Iphone i coming! wait for mama~

(2 more weeks baby, i miss you, wondering if you miss me too..)

Don't care

2009-08-14T00:21:00.002+08:00

Alright i can't wait anymore, i won't care about you anymore. That's it!

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And yea man, tomorrow will be heading Rebel, i miss there so much :X The bouncers super cute also. Haha! Saturday? Powerhouse baby! Ah this weekend must be a fun night yall!

phone dying

2009-08-13T00:16:00.005+08:00

My phone ah currently like dying soon, can't send out sms, can call all that la. Fucking fuck up, kept saying memory full when its not! I delete until no messages left already and still say memory full. What the fuck right. I fucking want to change phone la! Iphone still hasn't arrived and my phone gona die already! Whyyyyyy! I can't live without a phone can.

Oh ya bought a skirt just now online, its from asos, like chio only

(get well soon Baby)

exam

2009-08-12T18:52:00.000+08:00

Wasn't late for school today. Had theory lesson, today i got pay attention in class k! Shiat got homework i just remember. Lazy do sia, have to hand it tomorrow! Fuck seriously! And next tuesday is my Make up exam, damn damn. I need 2 models, a day makeup and fashion makeup. Fuck who free sia next tuesday 1230PM. Only females thank you.

(still thinking should i do homework.. as i want to head for a nap.. hehe)

halo halo

2009-08-11T17:29:00.001+08:00

school's boring today..

Hmm, i think im kinda bad, as in like cannot say here leh. My mind is in a mess out of the sudden, damn it, oh boys boys boys. Maybe because not enough sleep, i fucking slept 1 hour only ok and went school. Super madness, and yawning olympic in class.

im so into this song, Halo by Beyonce

Supper

2009-08-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

Last night at supper club, Done finish the door girl job and went in to play, not actually play cos you know like no need dance can sweat like holy shit already. And beds turn out to be dance floor, bouncy bouncy smack smack. lol, music holy good only the sound system not very nice.

After party ate and went home straight, and i miss you

Party today

2009-08-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

Happy advance 17th birthday to Didi!

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Just woke up, been sleeping more than 12 hours already. Fully charged! Tonight must have lots of fun man, to get my bad memories away.. and hope i can see G.

3 weeks to go

2009-08-07T23:51:00.001+08:00

I still can't get over you.. You said stay this way it would be better, it doesn't feel good at all. I miss you so much very much, still got 3 more weeks to go, i hope you will still remember me after your trip. And Telling you that im doing great wasn't true..

Maybe the words you said wasn't true or you have your other own reasons, but isn't it too late to tell me this, why wouldn't you tell me earlier.. why

I hope i can get to see you after august..

Partying and its ending

2009-06-27T01:03:00.003+08:00

(my hair color now but faded alr.. -.-)

Love my holidays man, been partying and partying. But its ending in 2 days time. Monday have to go school already. Damn sad uh! How i wish school will be extended 1 week man.

Wednesday and thursday was Powerhouse, thursday was a very bad day. Everything turn out to be so boring. And today wanted to head to Rebel with Bel, but it turns out to be bad too, i didn't met her. Stupid diarrhea!

Later on which it saturday will be heading to Rebel for some drinking. Hehehe! I hope i have the energy to club man. I can't waste this two days! Rawr!

full loads of pictures up!

Waiting for corin to send me pictures

2009-06-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

Lots of fun everyday! hahahaha. Friday wanted to go rebel but the door bitches, ew. Ended up going Phuture, damn sad. I hate Phuture so much and its the damn last time i go there.

Last night was Powerhouse, nice and always packed. Great music! Hot people? -.- Tomorrow ARENA ! So excited for tomorrow!

AND CORIN ONLINE LEH!! I WANT ZHAO PIAN

Ladies night

2009-06-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

Today not my holiday yet uh. But its officially holiday luh also can. Yay! Party time.

Yesterday accompany ruth to shop and she bought 2 new shoes. Im so gona buy stuffs tomorrow! Then after waiting for the 2 babys to come we head off to Phuture, thought that it will be fun lor. And so many cute guys, hahaha. And saw Weijie and Yibin. Super fucking pack man phuture, worst than underage parties. The music sucks too -.- How do people there enjoy sia. Then Kumar and Benny came down then kumar drive all of us to Powerhouse, at there so much better luh!! Damn!

Okay this friday and saturday gona party again. And today im too tired and eyes having problem with me again, pain like hell.

Clubbing is tiring

2009-06-01T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hey, damn tired this few days. Spend alot of money on partying man. 3 days straight! Thursday went Zirca, friday went Boatquay, Saturday went Zirca and rebel. Not tiring its fake one can. So this coming sunday is Vaunt 4, can't wait. And bought new clothes online again. This will be the ever last time man for blogshopping. Nida get something not from blogshop. And also cant wait for my holidays.. fuck on the 12th still waiting for it.. DAMN!!!!!

Recently ..

Webcam baby

2009-05-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

i look damn chubby -.-

nice one clair~

love this imageee!

Back to the trend

2009-05-18T21:26:00.003+08:00

center parting :D

Im selling this

2009-05-13T14:27:00.002+08:00

OH im selling this away, cheebye i buy already never wear ):
now i want cash cash !!!

SELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!

Cheap monday leather shorts in SIZE M
fit up to uk 12
Measures : 15" across 14" down

$40 mailed
$38 for immediate payment

no trades, no nego, dont even try

Pictures again

2009-05-13T13:46:00.003+08:00

During the flea,

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These was like took damn long ago, forgotten to upload it. Lol

shesha is very nice!!!

lol so funny canzxzzxz

Boat quay

2009-05-04T19:39:00.002+08:00

At MARTIN, there's lots more. Get from my msn.
To corin : i got your unglam drunk photo.. hahahaha

MOST OFF THEM WERE DRUNK..

Fuck you

2009-05-01T16:06:00.001+08:00

My worst and unlucky night! Don't think you're so fine right now, im so gona kill you next time i saw you _|_

Birthdays

2009-04-30T14:47:00.001+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to Corin sweetheart! Tonight!
And happy 18th Birthday to Wisely

Webcam

2009-04-30T13:39:00.002+08:00

Last week while waiting for the meeting people.. playing with Clair lappy..

Class

2009-04-28T18:39:00.002+08:00

Gone back to school feels so much happier, and can't wait for Make up classes during May. But still have to wait so long, :( Missed so much lessons during the break man, now have to catch up. Later on have to chiong notes liao. And tomorrow will be the dead line for the face, eye, shoulder massage, cleansing, tinting, scrubbing. Ahhh, fail sure die like siao. Heng monday its the test, so like have a few more days to practice. I need someone to be my tester leh, to practise. Don't worry nothing will happen to your face. :)

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And anyone interested in this Forever 21 Faux Leather Shorts
Its on BIDDING NOW ! Ending TOMORROW ON THE 29TH 10pm
Link : http://floralsex.livejournal.com/3658.html

Hot stuff

2009-04-23T17:39:00.004+08:00

My hot stuff arrived and collected! Damn happy man, and sad also because i left with $10 in my wallet for today and bought canned food and snacks then $0 left. So i left with nothing now. NVM! As long i got my hot stuffs.. i wanna show off, hehe cheap monday samatha zipper shorts from urban outfitters and studs hairband from hippielippie.livejournal.com, still got alot more but these two my current favourite! shiok daooooooo~ lai who want buy from me, quote me high high price i might sell it to you, just joking!

and limbu dye hair liao, look kinda same as my previous hair color, but then my black hair have been dyed !!! so now look more nicer.. HAHAHAHA -.-

Pictures

2009-04-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

Out to town

2009-04-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

Thursday Friday town shop shop, and had lotsa fun with girls and the imbal people at lan. Saturday wasn't really great for me, felt really bored and doesn't want to go home so early. So after haji with clair and corin i walked home and called zerbel if she wanna head out. 1am in the night. Lols, met her and her bf downstair coffeeshop and ate wanton mee. Later on we walk back to haji, so funny for me, walk back there again. Chill at some newly open shop there and drank some beer and chit chatting with bel bel. We talk so much! Haven't been meeting her for like almost 1 month! Gona meet up with her again man! So much to talk about!!

Im waiting for corin to be online to send me pictures, but then i think she's asleep now. Wait for tomorrow then.

help me please

2009-04-16T02:45:00.003+08:00

Girls , if you saw anywhere selling these stuffs im looking for below. Please inform me ! If you're selling it sell it to me alright. Just name me your price, be reasonable!

For fastest replies, email me to Heidicherish@gmail.com
Please no smiliar stuffs, I WANT IT EXACTLY SAME AS PICTURES

picture credit : Missfascinant
this chiffon dress, either cream or gray color will do

Navy blue pocket v dress

Picture credits to ♥Fallove♥
KITTY TEE, any CATS OVERSIZED TEE!

Gagagaga

2009-04-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

Damn im so addicted to The Fame album songs. GAGA-ISH!

Gona head out with Ruth tomorrow, yay i miss town so much can ): The smell of fareast and cine and plaza sing and parklane and cathay.. omg! At last im gona go out. damn it!

My blog song - boysboysboys by ladygaga! sibey nice

More clothes

2009-04-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

This whole week been looking through all online shops man, bought 3 new dresses, a zipper shorts, belt, a new pumps. I damn fucking happy, thanks to my mama. Now waiting for modparade collection to be launch, few more minutes! Ok i know its damn waste to spend so much online. But aiya once in a month. Make myself happy. HEHE!

Okay i've been staying at home nearly to 2 weeks already, how good am i. But then really damn bored. This weekend im so gona head out to town with the girls. And im trying to quit smoking, so don't try to tempt me, i haven been smoking for the past 2 weeks. Oh damn, and drinking is so much tempting lor. I don't think i can drink for at least 1 month or so. Damn it -.-

Few days ago right, when i was sleeping and having some very sad dreams. I actually cry till i wakeup can -.- Long time never like that already. Hai so worried i will get depression!

Things goes wrong

2009-04-13T03:12:00.001+08:00

Everything is in a mess ):

Im back

2009-04-10T19:30:00.001+08:00

Okay sorry for missing for so many days, sorry to let you all worried. I'm fine already (:

House party

2009-03-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

HOUSE PARTY~

Thursday, friday, saturday (half day)
Chalet at changi.. the most happening chalet ever..

On thursday we went there to chill only, damn funny is when we're finding the place, me fazly and hogan was like walking around changi to find the stupid wulu chalet, after so long we found it and we walk pass there like 2 times -.- wtf right
Anddddd friday its the day man! party timeeeeeeeeeee, too much to say.. DAMN FUNNNNNNNNNN! SATURDAY DEADLY TIRED -.-

Throat pain like hell

2009-03-26T12:54:00.006+08:00

What the fuck man, my throat is killing me.. Ate the medicine like more and more worst can. Just now almost faint in class, super dizzy and then later on on the way home fucking headache. What the hell. Piss off leh, i don't want to be sick already!!!!

Later on gona head to Boonkeng to meet Sylvia to collect the jumpsuit! Yay! And then meet Leyi to makan makan. ~~Night time should be chalet i think~~ its tomorrow then chalet, mistake!

Oh yea i have CUT MY HAIR to BANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS!

Sick and stress

2009-03-23T15:47:00.002+08:00

My throat got ulcer i think because very pain can. Running nose like free one, keep sneezing..

I don't know what i am thinking this few days, been really stress up already, don't really know why and whats the reason why am i like this. Although one of the reason is because i still thinking about him, which its like so stupid i know. But i bo bian what, i did like him before like so many ages (months only) before that then sudden he left me, pretty hard to let it go so quick you know. I didn't cry luh, just only i THINK TOO MUCH..

Oh ya, and this few days having super weird dreams, NOT dirty dreams but weird one.

PLEASE SAVE ME -.-

Super sick

2009-03-20T19:00:00.004+08:00

COUGH
RUNNING NOSE
STOMACH FEELING WEIRD
LEG SWOLLEN, BRUISES, SCRATCHES

Yesterday party, very angry about it. FALL DOWN ):
And i so gona be a handicap tomorrow at pavilion -.-

MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU

Fine

2009-03-18T17:40:00.002+08:00

Went to school today, fucking tired.
Im so doing fine already.. :) Gona head out with the girls later, damn so wrong to go out without cash, can't shop uh. Win liao lor girls..

The end

2009-03-17T15:39:00.002+08:00

Haven't been going school for 2 days already, really have no mood to go. But i know its stupid to still thinking about him, but this time i never got so badly hurt. Seriously in the first place its all lies already, knew it. Since you have said that, are we suitable anot. What for in the first place we're together, cheated my feelings, what a jerk. All the sweet talks are bullshits man, everything is bullshits.

All the tears, can't stop flowing..
but one last thing, i miss you ):

Pictures

2009-03-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday and last year pictures -.-
@ zouk

So damn long ago, took it last year, at some shesha shop at Haji..

Cried

2009-03-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

Not i wanted to think too much, you made me think too much _|_

Sadded

2009-03-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

So hard to believe you..

Not yet..

2009-03-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

Ok this 2 days been going with baby, damn don't have enough sleep. I guess tomorrow will be very nice day for me lor! Damn it so excited. Last night catch WATCHMEN at cathay, damn it thought it would be very nice can, so regretted watching it. Should have catch Bloody valentine 3D instead of that movie, i can't really understand the ending part and fighting scenes not very nice though, only when the girl fights, and her body is hot dao.

p.s : I think its still hard for me..

Like or love

2009-03-11T17:35:00.002+08:00

School? Still freaking fun, tomorrow will be having dance lessons. Waxing is so fun can, and Brazilian waxing very interesting can.

So ending school early tomorrow and go find LELE!

-
Will there be Love or only Like?

missing you

2009-03-10T17:39:00.002+08:00

Class was fun today, especially practical class, enjoying school so much. A lot of new students too, some of them didn't leave any good impression so ya will bitch about them somehow. Who won't la?

And goodness, days after days i miss you more and more.
Cannot put so much effort yet! alamak ):

Oh boy

2009-03-09T17:39:00.002+08:00

ONLY FRIENDS! Don't think any wrong way people.

As you know theres this guy, lets call him BOY A. After hanging out for a few days. He gives stupid reasons to me and my best best la. Anyhow say can already. Cause you see, we knew he would think that we are those kind of girls who only uses guy la. But we're not what, moron -.- So this kind of people. LIE ALSO LIE WITH STUPID REASON. Some part cannot say out. For more info, ask me!

and this BOY B la, i have been waiting for him to say that, so i will not see him forever! So happy man, i am gona delete you in msn and contact number! You make my life much more happier!

hmm i guess you wont understand what i am saying right, but i feel much better after typing it out though. ask me i tell ok, only friends allowed la morons.

No life

2009-03-08T18:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the most boring day ever, was not heading out at first but how can i stay home on a saturday night right. Then went to meet Leyi, Waisiang and Ruth at Plaza Sing.

And headed to PARKLANE TO PLAY LAN, at first not that bored, but after Leyi and Waisiang left for movie, both of us really very poor thing luh. We walked to cathay then to Cine and sat there looking at people. Lols, so dead bored man.

AND YES we went to play LAN again, met them after the movies. LAN AGAIN!!!!!! can you believe it ):

& i so wanna catch WATCHMEN movie, although its M18, can enter 1 for sure.
6 more days to ZOUK!

I wanna see you badly

2009-03-07T18:06:00.003+08:00

After years, im talking to you again, im so damn excited to see you.
Hurt once and i know it will never happen again. Because i believe we're only friends, so there's no need to think too much, peiqin is not that stubborn ok

im so excited for zouk, omg so long didn't club man ):
and oh my today is SATURDAY, i'm staying at home? Ask me out please -.-

Quiz quiz

2009-02-09T16:01:00.003+08:00

How Straight-forward Are You?
Sincere
You say the truth. Sometimes you lessen the blow with your explanations or opinions to not come across o harsh. You dont mind taking the blame sometimes and wont go out of your way to cover yourself.

How many people have a Crush on You?
36 crushers
Whoa! Steady there. You definitely have the boys/girls swooning when it comes to looks. Beautiful and popular, you'll never be short of company!

What age should you really be?
You should be anywhere from 20-40's
You are very busy with either school, work or just another time taker upper. haha. You would really enjoy some time off...maybe you should try and take some once in a while?

What does your texting style say about you?
Simple Response.
You like texting but would rather talk in person, but you arent mean and ignore people, even if you dont want to talk to them. You are a good balance.

Whats your best quality?
Attraction
you are the type of person people just basically want to be around! you are a person who has a reputation of being well... attractive! you like hanging out in groups of people and it makes you feel secure. you are never without friends. a drawback might be that you are haughty and over confident. you may only care about your appearance and not much of anything else. but you do have a good heart and most people see that in you. best of luck!

What temperature are you?
15-30 MILD
You have a mild personality. You are willing to go with the flow, but still like to get your own way. You have a bright, bubbly personality.

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Goodbye for awhile

2009-02-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hey darlings,
im dumping my blog for awhile.

And girls buy something from
http://peiqin.livejournal.com
Support !

Status : Away

Countdown 2008

2009-01-11T13:40:00.002+08:00

These was took on countdown few week ago.. Last year -.-
at Cineleisure, met shuyi and yea snap! Thanks shuyi anyway <3
Oh ya girls, theres still somemore not uploaded, get from me!

(hello people! twist twist -.-)

(stephanie yes stephanie, miss her man..)

is that eye bags =.= wtf

my two dear girls..

one and only ah ruth!

thats all :D
P.S : I Miss you all!!

Dead pictures

2009-01-09T08:00:00.002+08:00

1 of its at potpourri, and the other 1 its at Play. Miss those clubbing nights ):

New start

2009-01-05T04:28:00.004+08:00

Hey yall! Happy new year! Although its abit too late to wish you all, hehe. Feeling very sick this few days, having headaches and i still drink alcohol, should take a break already, less drinking and late nights. Gona find work, yes i will. Might be heading down to Pool fusion for an interview, should be this week.

So bendemeerians, how was school! Fun anot? Kinda miss school but i still hate it.

Yesterday quite a great day for me and overall fucking tired, met Clair and huiling (after so long i get to see her) at Bugis, so then later Corin came, walked to Penisula afterwards, to meet some of Huilings friends. Thennnnnnnnnnn, boat quay, waited Sufen and Sandra and 2 other guys for so long, -.- idiots, met them then drink a little with them. Something interesting happen yall, within sufen and ehem.. hmmmm~ nice show :x Hahaha, have a great night with you girls. Love yall.

My post sounds very boring i knew it, but bobian no pictures -.-
SHUYI SEND ME PICTURES ASAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Crush

2008-12-18T00:53:00.003+08:00

a little update here .. hehe
im totally broke already ): left with $20 now.. omgggggggg and Christmas is coming like in a few days time.. how to survive !! Haiyo
And yea club yesterday at play club. Fun very very fun! And monday at home club was speechless, i have nothing to say. Coming party at zouk on the 22nd, yea im going (:
I need a job. But .................. i want those very slack job, otherwise i will quit once i work 1 day

overdue pictures ..

and you're so cute when you are so tired.. ahhhhhhhh he's cute :x i dont know why, its a crush yea crush only .. haha hope to see you in club again.. hah

Dont feel good

2008-12-11T04:45:00.003+08:00

Can't really stand guys these days, so fucking thick skin. Hate it and those messages totally disgusting. You know who you are.. irritating freaks.
Single is the Best thing ever, and i hate having boyfriend (: