Been thinking throughout the night already. I think it's really a waste of time. I shouldn't have cry that time and said I'm sorry. Since you don't know how to be the good guy. You don't care much about me. And always want to make me jealous with all those bullshits. Really need to grow up. I've told you so many times to cut down that habit already, but you're still the same as before. Once awhile you change but after awhile you're back to your old self again. Really can't understand you sometimes. So I think I shouldn't have even given you a single tiny hope to you in the first place. Fuck my life. And I'm not sad about this matter or neither am I angry about it or happy. Just couldn't get things right always. And I also afraid that once we're back together, I confirm it won't be a very good one. Right now i should settle down, concentrate on getting a job soon. And don't care about my school results already. Because it's a confirm fail! And lastly I'm fucking going to lose weight ok. I fucking swear to god for this. I'm also cutting down on ciggrattes and heavy fatty meals. Good luck to me!

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